At the Villa (October 29, 2016)

We jumped into the water, and whoosh!
I jumped to be born again,
I wanted to see the world as an Egon Schiele painting,
It was cold because it is already autumn,
Yet you said, "Drink vodka, it actually makes you feel warm."
It did, and then some people arrived
And one of them wore a bathing suit,
But I could only have eyes for your friend,
I watched him and I wanted him,
And I had him.

You jumped into the water, whoosh!
You jumped in to feel freedom,
You wanted to see the world as a gorgeous gazelle,
It was cold, autumn has already come,
And I didn't say anything really.
And the boys were here and you said
"Are they gays? All of them?"
But your friends were playing,
He watched me, and we did sleep together for a while.
Then he moved to the floor and told me, I have a pain in my back.

He Wouldn't Tell Me His Name

He wouldn't tell me his name,
This man who had lived ten years abroad.
He had married at a young age
But his wife didn't like sex.

I think of that kiss,
The moments after,
I was hooked.
He was my equal and I want no other.

January 2016